Fucked my friend’s husband in a moment of weakness

Shit.

I did it.

I ACTUALLY… FUCKING… DID it…. I never thought I’d be in this position, but here I am!

This happened just a few days ago, I headed over to my friend’s house to drop off some stuff I bought for her while out shopping, but when I got there she wasn’t home, just her husband was there. So he invited me in and helped me carry the parcels, we were talking and laughing (we’re actually also great friends), and we went to the kitchen to drop the goods off. I was leaning over the breakfast island slightly to put down one particularly heavy package when he squeezed past behind me, and suddenly I felt his … package… brushing against my ass. We both froze… my breath froze, my body froze… we just stood there for what felt for an eternity, his crotch against my ass cheeks. Then I felt his hand on my hip… I sucked my breath in.. he pulled me closer, pushed against me a bit harder, testing the waters. To my deep surprise (and now, regret), I pushed back, feeling him start to grind softly against my ass… feeling something stirring in his pants…

I turned my head slightly, looking back at him, wordlessly we locked eyes… and right then we were done for… he pressed my upper body down on the counter and his hand slid upwards over my body, pushing my shirt up until he was cupping my breast in his hand. His other hand was starting to work his pants down and his cock was already hard and standing up like it had a mind of its own. I did not even hesitate, I undid my shorts and pushed them down along with my panties in one smooth motion.

Next thing I knew he was inside me, his cock pushed in deep inside me, stretching me in the best way. He slowly started to thrust, slow and deliberate at first, but quickly picking up pace. Soon he was fucking me hard and deep, fast, I couldn’t hold back my moans, he felt too good, too deep, too fast! The rush of the moment made me cum just a few minutes later, and my clenching pussy and load orgasmic moans quickly finished him off, he yanked his dick out at the last second and shot a string of cum across my left ass cheek, the next spurt a little less powerful but still managing to end up against my leg, staining my shorts I had pushed down to my knees….

We stood there for a few seconds, breathing hard, realizing what the fuck we just did… he stood back a few steps and I stood reeling for a second, then grabbing a piece of kitchen towel to wipe his cum off my ass before pulling my panties and shorts back up, the cum stain on the back of my short a glaring reminder of what we just did..

I looked over and say him standing there, his cock half-erect, his eyes apologetic, then he pulled his pants up and tried to say something but couldn’t…

“Don’t…”, I whispered, “… don’t say anything, we’ll just pretend nothing ever happened.”

I smiled at him and then silently took my keys and walked out the door. How the FUCK will I ever be able to my friend in the eye again?

I hate myself now for what I did… and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to look her (or either of them for that matter) in the eyes again.